pretty will shallow you forever ,

i'm no wheres near perfect .

i eat when i'm bored .
i give in too easaly .
i spend way too much time doing nothing .
i belive in anything .
i see the good in people.. and hardly ever notice the bad .

i've had my heart broken .
i've had my heart repaired .
i've stayed out past curfew .
i've read a whole novel .
i've stayed up all night .
i've cryed till i couldn't breath .

makeup makes me feel pretty .
emotions get the best of me .
food is my addiction, along with him and love .
affection is what i give the most .
attention is somthing i'll never need .
and friendship means the world to me .
saying no is somthing i can never do .


and i always tell myself.. my past will never change, and my future will never be known .

but thats me..

i gotta love myself, accept myself.. and learn from my mistakes.

the past can catch up with you.

wow..
i REALLY havent used this thing in a looong time.
i miss it lol.

well, its summer, and i'm kinda loving it .
i'm still with my anthony :) <3
and i started talking to an old friend of mine..
well two old friends of mine actually..
aric and dylan,
although dylan hasnt made an effort to talk to me in five days..
but owell..
its not bothering me that much,
i'll live :)

i still have my favorite people in my life,
my mom, morgan, kayla, shannon, kailee, and audrianna.

but my mom broke up with mike..
sadly.
but were doing just great.

anyways, it was nice doing this again..
it helps... it really does.


simply strange,
becca sharkey .