for so long my heart was breaking, but now i'm standing strong .

Sunday, November 16, 2008

shes quite the odd one .

well...
i'm not quite sure as to where i should begin .
i guess i could start off by telling you a little about myself ?
you could probly say i'm quite the odd ball .
i enjoy the thrill of doing things people probly wouldn't dare to even think about doing.
i don't like following , i tend to do my own thing most of the time .
my life revolves around music and loved ones .

i have the most wonderfull relationship with my family ,
they're pretty great .
i live with my mom , a family friend named carol, my uncle,
and my cat; whom i don't really like, named skittles.
my mother has a boyfriend named mike,
who is actually a really nice guy.
considering i didn't grow up with a fother figure ,
just mostly my uncles .
mike lives in Baxters Corner.
we go out there on weekends ,
in fact, i'm there rigth now .
he has three kids; there all older than me.
jessica, veronica & micheal .
i talk to micheal the most, he's pretty cool;
i've always wanted an older brother.

my friends are quite outragous .
but i adore them all .
morgan .
kayla .
audrianna .
alix .
kaley .
sam .
cody.
logan .
shannon .
and of corse my boyfriend , anthony .

morgan, shes. well.. shes just morgan. i love her to death , shes so alive & outgoing .

kayla's quite the though one , but she can also be the nicest person you'll ever meet. theres one colour that she'll always have on , weather its just her top, or everything she has on; the colour pink.

audrianna and i met back in grade five. she lived with me for a while, but now she lives with her mom in rothsay. she comes down on weekends though. shes pretty tall, but beautiful.

alix and i have our differences, but she knows i still love her. shes deffanitly her own person; she has a tattoo on the inside on her wrist .

kaley is, wow. shes quite short; and it amazes me how much energy can come out of something so little. shes blond.

sam is my life, i mostly hang out with her when i'm with anthony and logan. shes amazing.

cody is kaylas boyfriend, my uncle is friends with his family. so hes around the house alot.

logan is the cutest thing ever. hes quite funny, and nice too .

shannon's quite the odd one too. she has a great sence of style though; i love her clothes.

and anthony, wow. most of my world revolves around him. he's my everything.

music is like my drug.
it helps with everything, and anything at all.
singing is also my addiction.
i'll mostly sing when i'm happy.
if i'm just sitting around, listening to music,
but not singing, you'll know somthings not right .

the last few months of my life have been quite bumpy .

i went from being happy,
and having everything aorund me almost perfect.
to being stupid, and leaving someone i loved fer somoeone else.
HUDGE MISTAKE!
after i left him, my friend had started dating him.
but owell.. i just let it go .
after being with the one i ran off with fer a month or so,
it started to get even worse.
i made another hudge mistake .
it was mostly my own fault though,
i knew exactly what was going to happen, and so did he.
but either one of us did absouloutly nothing about it.
and then it ended, with quite the big bang .
things didnt work out between my friend and anthony.
so we got back together.
but for the most part, i'm glad everything is back ot the way it was.
i dont have to fake a smile, or a laugh.
i can just be happy for once .


i started writing , cause i find it helps.
letting everything out feels great .
theres nothing like it .
i'll probly post a couple of poems,
or simply just write about whats going on .

but i should probly wrap this up,
feel free to comment on whatever you like;

simply strange,
becca sharkey.

1 comment:

Anthony "Heretic" Charlton said...

oh my...I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL! :) ♥