a superhuman heart.

to be honest.
i do not know the first thing about showing how much i love someone.
but aparently i'm doing a good job of it ?

as we laid there, eye to eye.
i asked him if i've actually changed at all, from before.
by before.. i mean the first time we went out. for six months.
i tended to not show how much i really cared.
and by not doing so.. people started to think he loved me more thne i loved him.
witch could be still true.
but he'd have to love me with everyting possible..
because i love that kid more then anything.


but of corse he answered me by saying i have.
but i know i might not show how much i care,
as much as i'd like to. but i try hard, and do the best i can for him.
and when i do show it, and do a good job; the look he gives me makes my heart melt.


something else cought my attention while we were laying there.
as you probly already know, i'm a hudge beliver in fate.
and i realized that i shouldn't rezent connell[the heartbreak guy from my other post]
i truly belive that i had to meet him,
and i had to do what i did. to really relize how much i'm inlove with anthony.
it had to happen like it did... he had to be the way he was.
all because i had to realize.
and i give thanks to fate for doing so.



simply strange,
becca sharkey.