they call it CLOSURE for a reason .

closure,
a word i thought i'd never come to comprehend .
but yet, here i am , writing about it .

i let it happen
i was so clueless , so blinded with "love" .
and you knew that .
you knew it all along .
i didnt NEED to give away anything ,
i didnt NEED to lose anything .
but yet, you sitll managed to keep on going ,
like everything would be perfectly fine .
even after every promise,
even the one that was broken from the second it was made .
i'm not even gonna put the word "why" into consideration ,
because i know my questions wont be answered,
at least not with the truth .
i already knew there would be a great chance that it would end .
i even told myself that over and over agian .
but nothing made me come to my sences ,
not even the words that came from other people .
although we might remain "friends" ,
and carry one with our lives .
things wont actually be the same .
even if you were to asure me , that the feelings are still there .
quite frankly , i still wouldnt care about your feelings .
because they call it "closure" for a reason .